So, for Thursday and Friday I was in a funk. I won't go into the whys, but I did not appreciate it. I am usually fairly good about keeping upbeat and positive. These last couple days I didn't. And, Man, a funk can make you tired. So last night I went to bed at 10 and didn't get up until 7:30. Once I was awake I decided to go for a run (that usually perks me right up) While I was running I started thinking about "The Funk" and decided to list what I was grateful for. This was inpart to ease myself into a happier mind state and to distract myself from dying of thirst. Here is what I came up with...
I have the most gorgeous little boy
My husband is dang good looking and he has such strength of character that I often look to him when I am in merky waters, plus he is my BEST friend
I have the greatest family anyone could ever ask for and we are going to be together for eternity
I get to look at awe inspiring mountains out my window every day
The gospel is an anchor to my soul and in the Lord I can do anything and handle anything that comes my way
I have my health-- at least enough to be running and listing various things in my head at the same time
Jason and I have our own room (that may not seem like much, but after having Jefferson share our room for a year, it is wonderful)
I have friends. I may not have many, but I am sure that I do have some. Don't laugh
I have many interests in life that keep me learning and growing
I have a roof over my head and food in the fridge
Jason took my car and filled up my really low tires at 8 last night so I could go have some time to myself today
etc. etc. etc.
And you know what...It worked. I am happy as a clam (whatever that means). What are you grateful for?
That was really sweet! I seem to get into funks a lot lately. Maybe it is because Emily has been sharing our room with us while we have been living in California. Or maybe it is because I am pregnant. I don't know. But thank you for reminding me of the many things I am grateful for. I think the first thing that popped into my mind was Ben. He is amazing! I echo your comments on Jason.
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Love to hear how you are doing on both the good and not so good days. I like hearing how you bring yourself out of it. I usually read to achieve that. When I was younger and had little kids that is how I would do it. Of course sometimes I just veg. I agree that Jason is a good influence. As Jefferson gets older he will be a more soothing influence for you more and more.
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